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Wednesday, May 31, 2006

seeing is believing-muscle tear

lolz... wtf I just got a muscle tear right in the middle of my abs...
I used to think that muscle tear is just a terminology for weariness or fatigue... but today I tore it right in the middle of my abs, and I saw it tear. yeah, so now, from 8 pieces, become 10 pieces. damn gross, not pain, but very scary lah... now dunno what to do with my abs lor, dun dare to do any training for it =S
went world book fair to promote the 30voices audio book. total sales of $1000+ in just 4 hours! diao... wish I could keep those cash, geez...
yay weiqi nationals on saturday and sunday... HCI stands good chance. we have never won the lanke challenge cup before, if we do this year, then we've created history =D and I would proudly be the captain of the history-making dream team. I think if I don't do too badly we would win lor, the first 2 boards damn steady surely top 3 one lah, but me, haiz... don't say anything liao lah, go train bah >.<

mirai
at the top of the world.
7:14 PM

Thursday, May 25, 2006

my happy ending

phew... it all happened so quickly...
I hate the thought of having to wake up from the sweetest dream of my life
but, it was no point holding on to it
just wanna say that, thank you for the wonderful memories that I can bring along with me on the journey of life =)
I will certainly not forget you and the time we had
hope this doesn't hurt our friendship...
friends forever! =p

mirai
at the top of the world.
6:02 PM

Sunday, May 21, 2006

烂柯

烂柯杯
一个我想了好久好久的比赛
记得去年，老师不让我参加烂柯杯，而让我参加楸枰杯，跟自己人自相残杀，比赛的成绩差强人意，我屈居第七
去年，NYP在夺得烂柯杯之前，和我们较量过
17-3
我们只输掉了三盘
但是却无法参加烂柯杯
后来，在世界青少年围棋选拔赛中，我把赢棋送出去，将代表权拱手送人
我最后的城池，被无情地摧残
我已经无法
在棋盘上
证明我的存在，证明我的个性，证明我的未来
那天起，我便对围棋心灰意冷，不再对围棋留恋，心里也没有了抓起棋子便能感到的喜悦
棋盘上
棋子上
棋罐上
积了一层讨厌的灰
跟我心中的阴影一样，抹不掉，更不想去抹

也不知过了多久
也不只是什么原因
不冷却的心，再次融化，我再次找到新的火种
但是，我的心，无法再次燃烧
我只能说，我对这次的烂柯杯充满了期待
因为，
这一次，我将会得到一个我可以接受的结果
这一次，我不会流下同样的眼泪
回首一算
这一次，我将为第28次比赛、第23个奖杯、第五个长年杯、第一个无上荣誉，再次挥动那锈味呛鼻的刀，那把我一直以来当做精神支柱的刀
刀，是不一样的刀
手，也不再是当年的手
但是，战斗的理由
百年不变
我要赢
我要华中赢

感谢
我所追随的
追随我的
所有战友
让我们一起面对这场烂柯之战
我们的时代
我们一起拥有

看前面黑洞洞
定是那贼巢穴
待俺冲上前去
杀他个
干-干-净-净！

mirai
at the top of the world.
11:43 AM

Tuesday, May 16, 2006

despos from hong kong

wha laoz... to date, I've been added on MSN by more than a dozen hong kong despos, that was since sunday! wha lao despo freaks... they all found my contact from match.com or some crap and added me and started talking cantonese... WTF lah got one think I girl some more... this match.com is disturbing my life, intruding my bloody privacy!!!! crap... I hope someone sue them soon or it gets hacked by some pro hackers... haiz... stupid despo freaks, deprived lonely idiots... no comments about them liao...
gays/despos/idiots aside, today's training was rather pleasant... got a hang at a new exercise which is the single hand seated row... it's pretty effective for the traps... but the lattisimus dorsi workout was very screwed, thought I could substitute pullover for a pulldown but it turned out that pullover required lots of triceps involvement and I had just worn my triceps out yesterday so I couldn't finish the training =( but still, I have to say that I'm quite happy with the training today... was a pretty satisfying one ^^

mirai
at the top of the world.
7:50 PM

Sunday, May 14, 2006

long time no see

lolz... very long time never blog liao... some last year or something lah, on friendster blog :P so slack
great, this term's gonna be over soon. been failing every single subject, even GP! got 16/50 for compre and 23/50 for compo, though I thought it was quite well written. wha laoz, used to handle studies very easily one lor... haha... nvm, quote from MacArthur, "I shall return"... can make good use of the June buffer period to mug hard
been very lazy these days, can't even be bothered to prepare my own meals, took sick carbo for breakfast and lunch, luckily mom cooked some meat for dinner... training officially resumes tml, still feeling pretty weak, guess I'll have ter do some hunting for aspirations right now... competition's in august, I've bet all my life on it. in order to train, I was reluctant to join research programmes and attachments and so many things... in order to train, I'm breaking myself all the time... in order to train, I reach home at 7 everyday... in order to train, I become anti-social and unapproachable... in order to train, I've neglected so many things... if I don't get back the right mindset before it's too late, this is gonna haunt me for life, I'm gonna hate myself until I die
next week last week of school! haha... looking forward to taking a good break... can go for camp and archery after that, have a good break, then settle down for training and studies =)

mirai
at the top of the world.
8:12 PM

New Blog

yay got a new blog

mirai
at the top of the world.
6:22 PM