ok... let me begin by acknoledging some facts
I acknowledge that wei lai to date has yet to make any significant achievements in any aspect
I acknowledge that wei lai still has not succeeded in rectifying his own bad habits
I acknowledge that wei lai had been extremely complacent and egocentric that he's beeb blinded by his own ignorance
I acknowledge that wei lai lacks the discipline to do the things he promises himself
I acknowledge that wei lai is a NATO person (no action, talk only)
I acknowledge that wei lai used to be me
a fresh start for myself
I got myself a new set of rules, new direction, new passion, new mindset, and a new name
I'm to be known as Nathaniel
I always disliked people who hurt or annoy me in one way or another
I wanted to pull them over and do some war
I realise, that I don't have the right to feel that way, it's not even justified
there is one who hurt me most badly
I left his actions and decisions unchallenged
wanna beat someone? he'd be 1st on the list.
I pulled myself outta action
so that I could observe and judge what was wrong
I witnessed how bad habits hurt my dreams like poison
I witnessed how such great dreams can lead to so little work done
I am more certain than ever that I'm going the right path, more determined than ever to respect my decision with all my strength
made vows, set rules, now it's time to make sure I follow them
mirai
at the top of the world.
7:44 PM
