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Thursday, September 28, 2006

30 之最

yay... 3 down, 2 more to go! cleared my chemistry paper today, damn song, all on organic chem! haha heng arh I studied a lot of organic chem, hopefully can do well this time.
damn, I got like 26.5/80 for my block test, and after putting in a lil effort I got 25/35 for the following lecture test. why can' I just be a mugger and put in all my effort to study?
wells. I thought of something pretty random, 30之最！
1 最爱的食物：ham and cheese! high 5 man!
2 最爱的运动：健身 there's no other sport in this world man
3 最爱的女人：母亲大人
4 最爱的女孩：妹妹
5 最喜欢的TV Serial: 小宝与康熙
6 最信任的人：魏来
7 最崇拜的athlete: Michael Johnson
8 最心怀感激的人：邱老师
9 最好的朋友：erh... 我一视同仁啦
10 最喜欢的休闲：围棋
11 最崇拜的演员：Sylvester Stallone
12 最常说的一句话：Use your brain can?
13 最讨厌的人：伪人
14 最喜欢的电影：Independence Day or Rocky III
15 最喜欢的歌：倔强（中文） This Love （英文）
16 最难忘的一件事：被车撞出去六七米远，鲜血喷个不停 =S
17 最喜欢的Manga: 铁拳小子
18 最喜欢的Anime: ヒカルの碁
19 最想去的地方：北京、Vancouver
20 最喜欢的一个字：忍
21 最喜欢的两个字：魏来
22 最喜欢的三个字：邪无思
23 最喜欢的三个四个字：自强不息、深奥幽玄、得心应手
24 最喜欢的水果：西瓜
25 最喜欢的地方：我的房间
26 最怪的习惯：喜欢在紧要关头做一些莫名奇妙的事，例如我昨天才刚刚把房间的家具乾坤大挪移了一番，然后玩了俩钟头的AOE III, that game rocks man! tuck tuck tuck!
27 最自信的优点：聪明、悟性好、上进
28 最不自信的缺点：倔强、傲慢、冷酷
29 最自信的body part: lattisimus dorsi, trapezius
30 最不自信的body part: pectoralis major... na bei there's nothing there, just fats

mirai
at the top of the world.
7:37 PM

Thursday, September 21, 2006

hail to the mighty army

hail to the 7B army, the strongest army in school
consist of elite members, well trained in CHS to attain brutal killing techniques
armed with nothing, but one common goal
annihilate the world of germs, kill rats who spread these germs
our aim, achieve a world free of rats, free of LJ

here is a list of members

Private - kaidon
Corporal - teeteehoww
Lance Corporal - mossad
Second Seargent - falcon
Master Seargent - trigger
Lieutenant - rabbit
Captain - T-Rex

to all rats out there, prepare for war, prepare to die

mirai
at the top of the world.
7:16 PM

Friday, September 15, 2006

yay this is good

haha... I can't expect myself to feel so good now after all the minor mishaps that happened to me recently
firstly, I got this sickening alcoholic poisoning. I guess my body's tolerance for alcohol is not built up yet. at siping's birthday party her cousin kept making cocktail and I just kept gulping down as if it is water. alone I finished at least half a bottle I think. then the effect came soon, the skin all over my body got swollen and red and felt super itchy. took almost a week to recover
following that, when I'm like recovered from that poisoning already, I had this gum infection. the whole left cheek gena swollen like crap and I couldn't sleep without taking painkillers. I hate myself for relying on that stuff, it's like I'm killing my natural resistance for pain.
then, school re-opens, damn sick, I feel quite stressed up. the week passed and I felt like a walking dead. today's friday, after school I went to westmall with jing kang and kenneth to fill our stomachs before going home. I walked into that comics connection with the least of hope and asked the person at the counter if he sells rubik's cubes and to my greatest delight he still has one cube left. I bought it without giving a thought, haha... have been waiting for this day for a long time! but yucks it cost 18 bucks...

and yeah, that's sufficient to cheer me up :D so now you know how much I love this toy yeah

mirai
at the top of the world.
7:04 PM

Friday, September 08, 2006

ranger boy

recently I'm seriously looking into an army career
I dreamed of being an elite ranger since young, ye know, doing all those cool stuff
and if I sign on as an officer, many years are saved, effectively I start working from the day I step into my university and receive my full salary
and the best part is, I'll probably enjoy what I do as an officer as much as I enjoy pumping in the gym or thrashing it out on the goban
many friends say I'm limiting myself

maybe
actually, I feel somewhat the same way
I mean
there are many things that I like to do
not just the physical stuff
being a hero is not my sole dream
I dreamed of starting up my own business and creating jobs for hundres and thousands of people
I dreamed of being the next warren buffette or george soros, who rob the "rich" in the stock market to give the "poor" (through their foundations)
and there are just hundreds more inspiring stories that make me hopeful and excited
so... why army? good question, I can't give a certain answer for now. but, I have 1 more year to either convince myself or draft out a second plan

as for now, gotta start working by getting better results in school
when I say better I don't mean better than what I used to get, that's not good enough
better means better than most of the peeps in school
and that's just gonna require a hell of hardwork and discipline
ye know what, I think it's totally justifiable to judge one's capability based on his academic results
it's a direct test of his desire to fight for his own survival
this fighting spirit is necessary for success in no matter what he does in the future

damn... it's just barely a year more. then what? go on and be a ranger hero. and then? get married? have some kids? and then what? nothing I do will ever bring back my adolescence. I recall a poem written by 曹操 and there's a line that goes 壮士暮年,雄心不已
shit I ponder too much about the past... but come to think of it, who won't, when they realise that they are gonna lose something they treasured for 18 damn years?
you see, we all are trying to get ourselves deeply involved in something so that we enjoy that thing we do, we enjoy ourselves, and thus forgetting the pain that we are going through, the troubles that pinch us on the ass every other minute. when we get sick of one thing, when that thing we do no longer satisfy this need, we dump it.
the one smart ass who clings to one thing for life and enjoys doing it throughout will be king. for now, I'm gonna cling on to mugging, it's not really what I like, though I can find the joy in it.

in life you do two things
1. things you like to do
2. things that you should do
in order to succeed
you need to have a balance of the 2, and sometimes even sacrifice the things that you really enjoy doing
this way, you can succeed in life
but you won't be outstanding
you won't even be recorded in the history book
truly great people just do one thing
1. things that they really like to do
look at all the magnificent people
bill gates, warren buffette, michael jordon, michael johnson...
I'm sure at times they'll feel what they do was just bullshit, and they should quit at that one damn second and never think about it again
but they never quit for good
they take a break
so that they have strength to go even further
so that they feel even more thirsty for looks of admiration from everyone else

damn, why am I doing GP now?

live with no regrets
die full of satisfaction

加油吧，臭小子！

mirai
at the top of the world.
6:03 PM